well just thought was good time 2 post something :P. been in schol today kindda bored TA couldnt stop askin me Qs sumtimes i could answer sum others i couldnt was kindda humiliating cuz he wouldnt stop makin comments if i didnt know answer :(

regardin DB were doing great just feels better day after day dont think i made wrong decission after all :) hes so lovable... still dont know wot he found on me as hes so experienced and well we know me n my experience lol im so glad we had that talk..

as regardin SS well... not heard from him 4 a while now hope hes ok cuz he deserves it cant say i dont want 2 c him with new sub but wouldnt mind really if it wasnt jen the one who was with him if ya know wot i mean ;)

seren is doin betetr luckily, she seems so nice but i totally understand wot shes goin thru i think thats y im not jealous of her cuz been in similar situation n know how it feels 2 think they guy u love is with a woman whos not you, hurts big time

same as it hurt knowin id hurt guy i loved to be with another one who didnt knwo if luved me or not luckily he did but i still had some feelings 4 ss but well only time will heal that ;)

ok im off either to studyin or sleepin . am so happy im finally able 2 keep my blog w/o ppl readin it or havin 2 make sure i hide it correctly :P

bb 2morrow hopefully

"its a new day, and its a new world" Shakespeare in Love