well just about time to complete that old post... kindda lost that mood but will try to make my point anyway. i was watching a movie the other day and there's this guy who has a crush for the girl and they are together for a while then he finds out she's dying and gets too scared so goes back to his home then while looking to his now dead mother's roses in bloom he realises that he really loves the girl and he is gonna go back to this girl's little town. Well he goes to her and they enjoy their little time together the best they could and it's not that easy, you just cant have everything you want just cause you want it, you cant just go everywhere you want just cause you feel like it, you cant make a big decission just by looking into a rose in bloom no matter how beautiful that is, but again it's just a movie. Ironically earlier that week was watchin a sitcom and a girl there tell her friend, you know life's not like movies and that had me wonde til i watched this movie. The girl finally dies.. was barely 20 if ever reached that age and this boy was left on earth without his love without his girl... they tried to take the best out of those days they had left and funny, life can be like that so in the same movie there were real and unreal things that got me thinking 1st enjoy every moment you have cause again never know for how long you gonna have it 2nd is there only one right person for everyone on earth? what if this girl was the right one for this guy? and he lost it is he to stay alone til he dies? hmm that's too sad even for me but then again if you find that special one just make sure you can enjoy and do everything within you to be happy and 3rd life's never that easy but you can always make it bit more complicated than needed ;) so ill try to enjoy my life as it is with the person i love which is You, my One, my Master, my all

"Some people live their whole lives and never fall in love, i lived my life and fell in love..." (famous quote from that movie)