dam.. it had been a great day for this girl... and now she's back to how she was couple weeks ago... she misses You so much and is not succeeding in moving on... she still cries for You and her heart keeps breaking when H ethink of you... she also hates you for leaving her here alone and lying to her.. she did not deserve that .. she can tmove on and blames you for it... shes not sur eshe can tkeep living like this...

takes a deep breath.. going bed now... feeling way better after talking to some friends... smiles