test results and some more rambling lol

angelfire, based on your responses, your top career area is Counseling and Guidance Careers in this field often demand that you have a strong desire to improve the lives of others. Most likely, you have strong interpersonal skills, and enjoy working with people. It may also be important to you to work in a profession where you can be certain you're making a difference.

lolol she took a career test or sth like that earlier and was actually surprised about the response she got.... tis funny but it actually reflects one aspect of this girl's personality.. she's always willing to help everyone.. friend or not.. sometimes even at her own expense.. she kinda doesnt care about it.. until the wrong person finds her and abuses that quality of this girl... thats nother topic though.. she just wants to make people happy.. show them a different point of view but always with the truth... truth is a very delicate thing.. especially in here..there are times when shed rather stay quiet than actually say what she has in mind.. she knows that s a mistake but well.. she might work on changing that eventually.. it doesnt worry her lots because when she needs to speak up cuz there's something bigger than her going on.. she will speak up.. will even stand for herself if needs to.. and in presence of the right ppl she will speak her mind without fear of being judged for what she says.. some Pppl actually were lucky enough to see this.. feels good to be comfortable enough with someone to make this girl speak her mind.. allowing her to show herself as she really is.. she tends tobe quiet that she cant deny but well part of her shyness she guesses.. its not that terrible after all..
going back to topic.. geesh tis so easy for this girl miss her point.. lol.. she's a med student and guess what.. she actually got in med school cuz wants to improve ppl's lives if she has chance to do so.. she couldnt be anurse.. she doesnt know why.. well yes she does.. she couldnt be accepting Drs orders all day long without getting in an argument every now and then.. well bit more often that that.. lol.. same reason why she couldnt be a secretary.. what she just wrote made her wonder more than once if she was really a sub.. she asked not only herself but her Master at that time.. and He proved her wrong.. she is a sub or a slave maybe.. she still has to figure that out.. after being released she got back to studying about the lifestyle more intensively. and she found out she actually was a more of a slave to her Master than a sub.. but well.. as she said above she's still trying ot figure that out.. shes always available if a friend need anything.. just in here that might be more difficult to show for her.. as lots of ppl say that but dont actually mean it.. and some other ppl on the receiving end take those words as words when actually mean a lot more than that.. but well thats not withing her power.. lol not taht she doesnt get upset if she cant help someone in here.. some ppl are more open to that .. some others are not.. some others need proves.. to show what that person is aying is actually true .. we are all different.. would be a quite boring world otherwise right? yes it would be.. a really boring one btw... now she has a question.. how much is it too much whenhelping others... ? this girl knows she wouldnt feel complete if she realises she wasnt able to help a person in distress lol not a damsel.. now taht sounds selfish and more like a personal gain.. well its not like taht and she knows it... is it too much when you tried even at your own expense? or is it enough when you start seeing you will get tooinvolved and might end up hurt or anything like that? well answer seems very clear to this girl.. she'll help even at her own expense.. that will make her day.. no matter if taht person nvr said thanks.. no matter if taht person forgot you asas you stopped talking to him/her.. was all worth it if that person felt better after talking to this girl.. if that person could smile mission accomplished.. lol she sounds like patch adams now.. but well she believes was a great movie.. and she wishes sh could be like him.. without all da trouble lol.. well enuff rambling.. brain cells fainted cuz they had to think lots this afternoon .. giggles..