it was about damn time
I cant keep putting this off, I kinda owe this to myself. Everything feels so messed up right now. I cant seem to figure out a way out. I honestly dont know what to write, I figured if i started things would start coming out but they arent. Im just now sure where I stand right now. I feel like running away to the middle of nowhere and at the same time i just want it to be tuesday's night, I want to pass this fucking biochemistry final and I wanna start over. There are so many things i will be able to do once thats done and over with. I can start going to the ymca again, start on a diet, learn how to drive, lol gaelic.. scuba dive.. and hang out with my friends... get drunk, party, take the toefl, and there was something else but i forgot about it lol
Well this isnt coming out right so maybe ill come back later and post something else.
Alright i wont lie, i miss someone and i almost feel like i shouldnt but im a girlie girl when it comes to some stuff and i cant help it. Im mostly mad right or disappointed because i havent been able to talk to that person lately or not as much as i would have liked to which sucks for i really enjoy talking to him and the only other person i could talk to in a deeper kinda level (lol no further comments ) isnt talking to me and i had it, i mean you think im too much of a screw up to even spend some minutes with me then fine.. what can i tell you? i aint perfect but believe me honey you arent either no matter what you think.. So yeah it does bother me but i had it with him.. god i had it with people.. im running out of patience.. most people in chat seem so stupid. God i really hope i wasnt as stupid when i was 19.. i mean if you have a troll on frigging box just iggyt he asshole if you cant deal with it.. or do as i do and try to educate him.. once.. then if he still wants sex then fuck off.. off the damn iggy bin.. come on people.. some need to grow up in here.. do you REALLY NEED to go to the room and make a scene out of it? I mean i know you're young but i am too, i know youre hurt but i am hurt too, and its not my fault you're through what youre going through.. i do feel sorry for you but if you cant stand for yourself in here then whats left?
Really i feel like the ultimate bitch talking like this but i had it with teen drama queens and attention seekers.. bratting is alright for a while, then it stops being cute and it gets annoying, believe me
Ill continue my ramble later **smirks**
Well this isnt coming out right so maybe ill come back later and post something else.
Alright i wont lie, i miss someone and i almost feel like i shouldnt but im a girlie girl when it comes to some stuff and i cant help it. Im mostly mad right or disappointed because i havent been able to talk to that person lately or not as much as i would have liked to which sucks for i really enjoy talking to him and the only other person i could talk to in a deeper kinda level (lol no further comments ) isnt talking to me and i had it, i mean you think im too much of a screw up to even spend some minutes with me then fine.. what can i tell you? i aint perfect but believe me honey you arent either no matter what you think.. So yeah it does bother me but i had it with him.. god i had it with people.. im running out of patience.. most people in chat seem so stupid. God i really hope i wasnt as stupid when i was 19.. i mean if you have a troll on frigging box just iggyt he asshole if you cant deal with it.. or do as i do and try to educate him.. once.. then if he still wants sex then fuck off.. off the damn iggy bin.. come on people.. some need to grow up in here.. do you REALLY NEED to go to the room and make a scene out of it? I mean i know you're young but i am too, i know youre hurt but i am hurt too, and its not my fault you're through what youre going through.. i do feel sorry for you but if you cant stand for yourself in here then whats left?
Really i feel like the ultimate bitch talking like this but i had it with teen drama queens and attention seekers.. bratting is alright for a while, then it stops being cute and it gets annoying, believe me
Ill continue my ramble later **smirks**
posted by ~*~angelfire~*~ at 7:36 PM
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