Just a thought

is it possible that my whole problem with my mother is that the fact that i need to please people by nature and at the same time i contradict myself by forbidding me from pleasing her which results in my person being unhappy? Alright how confusing that is that i cant even put it in words lol Its only a thought that crossed my mind but there might be some good within it, if i dont follow my nature i end up being unhappy which has been happening this year. You cannot change what you are, your essence your very core, you can transform it, improve it, ignore it but you certainly cant change it, interesting huh? First time i think of that this way and figured itd be worth a post *winks*
Off for a while, might be back later