it's been a loooooong day

well... she's confused.. she hurt Someone she never wanted to hurt.. uhmm she just didnt wanna keep going with something she wasnt completely happy with... dam it i sound like someone i dont like at all.. one slave.. not gonna mention her but geesh.. is she like that girl? she doesnt want that... she's really considering walking away for a while as she does not want to hurt anyone else on the way.. she's not sure if she's too messed up or not.. some of her friends keep telling her she's not but tis hard to see that when you're feeling awful cause you think you hurt someone who care for you...how do you explain to that person he's done nothing wrong she just didnt find what she was looking for and decided to stop it before it got worse for both of Us without sounding like a cliche.. some ppl say its her happiness what she has to look for firstly.. thats not in her nature.. she's not to used to that.. she's always looking for everyone else's happiness even at her own expense.. and when for once she decided to stop that she feels awful.. maybe she's just making big issue out of this and she just dont wanna hurt anyone in any way.. shes alreasy like that.. and feels pretty bad.. neednt include anyone else in her pain.. tis hard to express everything shes feleing in here.. she has so much to say but is not finding the right way to do so.. anywayz...