sighs... she wonders when is she gonna be completely happy .. without having to worry about things... she was the happiest girl around til maybe a couple fo hours.. but then suddenly something changed shes not sure what it was but poof.. she feels like crying again... maybe that One managed to get what He wanted .. confuse her.. as He always does.. no matter how is she doing... she also believes theres something wrong with her.. meaning she cant be changing her mood every couple hours.. she doesn't knowwhat to think anymore.. world keeps changing around her.. she seems to be moving on and the old insecurities show up again.. no trust.. or givin herself to One too quickly.. if You could only realise the damage Youve done to this girl...