confuzzled

yeah okay.. now whos the problem here? this girl or someone else's? finaly managed to voice my concerns and as i suspected they were not important... and maybe they arent but.. i dont know.. they are to me... doesnt that matter? i might be too sensitive... or maybe i misjudged someone.. i dont know.. something within me tells me.. watch it girl... wonder if i should listen to that this time.. or ignore it like last time... ppl keep saying follow you heart.. i did that TWICE was chaos... finally followed my mind and not sure is working.. maybe im just too messed up to be with anyone.. He sez wait.. but maybe i cant keep waiting.. maybe a part of me is completely incomplete... id start wandering but i dont want to disrespect him or be unfaithful to him in any way but i have thoguht buot it.. and that just makes me feel way worse