struggling

really think shes doing something wrong.. not sure how or when .. but just feels .. it's not working.. and dont have the guts to come up and say it's not working.. it felt great the 1st couple dayz.. and actually Master has me in a way noone did.. yet feels like something is missin.. and yes she can pretend that all is cool.. but for how long.. some stuff just cant be simplified to yes or no.. well maybe yes it can.. but she cant simplify it to that.. probably her bad but how is she to change that? confusing times ahead... weird.. when it all seemed worked out.. maybe she just lost her touch,,, not pleasing anymore.. who knows? He would prolly say by now.. stop da bullchit but she doesnt have any other way to think.. anyway..