Day 9

five days to go.. and that will be a D day lol unless i cant wait til then.. grinz
its been a long day.. holiday here.. 6 months since my grandma passed away, complicated day.. i miss the hell outta her and there are so many things i wish i would have done with her or told her.. just wish i had gone to my aunts to see her that friday.. i wish i had gone to the hospital to see her.. but i loved you grandma.. i really did.. Loss is such a bad feeling.. something you cant help and it will always bring you down and will always hurt if you really cared.
Anyway, i cant afford this right now so im going to go to bed and sleep it off and tomorrow will be a brand new day and will need to prepare one topic for sat's final.. Im outta here