Day 3

What a long day! Im truly exhausted again and having a sort of early night, Im drained.. this's been the longest week ever. Today I handed it two term papers.. phew.. barely made it on time.. but we handed em in and now im really in 3rd year. After that we had lunch on burger king.. I didnt get to see Harry Potter :( but Jon came with us for lunch and then we hit the casino. We won aroun $150 but since we've spent $50 we only won around 30 bucks each which isnt bad but its not a fortune but it made my day, a friend and i won most of it well all of it actually and split it with her boyfriend as we always do when it comes to the three of us. Jon and the other guy lost everything lol the other guy is bad luck.. he really is. After we walked forever to get a certain ice cream which we didnt get but we walked for like an hour and that completely tired us out. When we were about to pass out we got our ice creams and we chatted for a while, i served as a translator for a couple lol i enjoyed it but almost died of embarassment, i dont like being heard speaking english when im with friends, they dont speak english at all so its kinda weird and they used to tease me about it but whatever i felt really good that i could that couple and i miss speaking english 24/7, something abuot the accent. On our way back home S (B's boyfriend) asked Jon about pot.. that's a touchy subject for me and he gets so defensive.. i could have started crying then..Neither S nor B know about what happened, they dont know i almost lose Jon over that stupid pot and Jon doesnt really know how i feel about it, I might have to talk about it with him.. He keeps telling me that its the same as getting drunk and that since i get wasted every once in a while i cant really say anything about him smoking pot or whatever, thing is i can and i do but he gets mad and i get mad and sad so its not worth it, just upsets me because he feels so cool when he talks about that, and S wouldnt stop talking and asking him lotsa question related to it... it was just awful for a couple of blocks.. Ill fill them both in tomorrow night before i get wasted so they dont bring it up again.
Anyway it wasnt a bad at all Im just exhausted and sorta lonely but sorta only, just glad i can do things on my own, dont need anybody.. and that comes out wrongly for sure but cant think of anything better to say right know.. braindead again so im going bed

what did i do today?

1. handed in my two last 2nd year papers
2. did 140 crunches (today's 35, yesterday's 35, and last week's 70.. Ive already made up for last monday's ones last tuesday along with this monday's ones)
3. enjoyed the rest of the time and missed my Master horribly at times but such is life

Now im off to bed... til tomorrow