**DRAFT** wanting to be owned and dominated v. not wanting to be alone

Well in a previous post I mentioned something about going back to that safe place of mine which is non existant anymore as I well know. But, since I can go back there in my head, I go there every once in a while. To my favor I must add that I've been going there less and less until a week or so ago. Now if you think of it as just a memory you might be wondering by now what on earth is wrong about that? Well let me tell you, that memory is not free, it comes along with a lot of bagagge and not all of it is nice and pretty in that memory. I learnt